Yes I know this use to be when I had my gotee, not so long ago about a year or so. Oh and Jale has decided to grow another one of course. It is in the early stages only about four days or so. Wow what a week!!! When you think things could not get better, it does. Well first off I start school in August, I am so excited, my first task is to get my Associates degree in Information Technology. So the process at the school has went smoothly like it did back in March so I am happy with that. I have a interview in the Morning at Circle K, maybe this is a sign of good things to come in the near future, I was bummed that I lost my cell phone service, but I still have my moms land phone and the Internet so that is cool. I have been really happy with life, even with all the things that I have encountered over the last year or so, I have truly found happiness with myself. So I have found what I have been looking for to. To find happiness I had to be happy with myself and I found it. I did get food stamps and that will help for time being. I have learned to be strong and have found a new change in my life, I have got rid of self-pity, negativism, and self worthlessness and replaced it with a positive outlook on life. I think positive, I talk positive, and I act positive. So even though my situation has not really changed, my thinking and has. I am stronger today then I ever have been in my entire life. Just a few years ago I wanted to give up, to end my life with crank and I was one it for almost two weeks non-stop, today I am surprised that I didn't die. It wasn't meant to be or I would have died. I know my purpose in life now, I am to help people and to write what I feel and believe and I will continue to write and share my stories with all my special friends and family. Life is a happy one for me, and I know once I get back on track and get a job and a place of my own that everything will be great. I am so happy today, I think I could get use to this feeling, thanks to everyone that has supported me in my journey. Thanks for being my friend.
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